Discovering Myself

Lately I’ve been going up to visit my boyfriend in Snellville.  Seemed like this weekend just went by so quickly.  The weather was wonderful, maybe next weekend we’ll take advantage of it.  I wouldn’t mind having a BBQ or sitting out by the pool or something.  It was almost brisk.  All in all I had a great time up there, but I wish it wasn’t so out of the way, the house is beautiful, but the location… a bit far from the city.  Although, it couldn’t be worse than Jackson, MS.  That place is just the pits!

Regardless of where he is, I’ve probably still make the trip because I really enjoy spending time with him and he’s really sweet.  He’s the first guy I’ve dated that I feel makes an effort at showing his affection back to me.  I love the way he gasps when I tease him.  Anywho, he’s great, I’m great, all is well with the world.  IF ONLY I HAD SCREENS ON MY DOORS!!!  The weather is amazing.

1. Dinner Top Chef - For this first date idea you’ll want to pick a theme for your meal and you’ll go to a super market and you’ll each have a list of item categories you need to fill.  You can buy anything and you have a cap on how much you can spend.
   When you have purchased your items, your partner and you switch items and have to make a meal together.  It’s can get competitive, but can also be a lot of fun.  Try it out.
2. Theme Parks - Show your inner child by riding all the rides at your local theme park!
3. Comedy Club - Get your funny bone on with a comedy show, some even serve dinner.
4. Walking Through A Park - I’ve done this on almost all of my dates, I love going to the park and looking at all the people and seeing the dogs getting walked and talking to the person I’m with.
5. Movie and Dinner - This is always a winner, although I find it hard to talk through the movie, but cuddling is never a problem!
6. Scavenger Hunt - This works if you have a digital camera.  You have to work together to pick a place and the items you think might be there that you’ll need to photograph.  The goal is to get all of the items photographed with each of you in the picture with the item.  It’s a good ice-breaker and it shows what type of personality the other person has.
7. Finding a Place Neither of you have gone… and going there together to explore!
8. Visiting the Local Art Museum - This can always be fun, especially if you both have a fancy for art!
9. Miniature Golf - Mini golf is always a fun and hilarious first date idea.  If you can act like a goof with a tiny windmill thwarting your balls advances then you’ll have a great time.
10. Trivia Night - This is good at your local bar or eatery.  They often have trivia nights, you can take them there to work together and WIN!

It sucks losing someone, all I feel right now is just this sucky feeling inside. I know he’s moved on and is having a great time having fun and hanging out with all of his friends, meeting other people and the like.

I don’t move on as quickly from things. I am trying to meet people and who knows, but I still miss him. Apparently he thinks I don’t love him. Well I’ll always love him, but I can’t handle the drinking and drugs. That’s just too much for me, especially after what he did with no remorse. I can’t understand that. Oh well, there are people that share my interests that I’ll like out there somewhere. Time to find them!

A little pricey, but then again, I did get 4 rolls with a thing of edmame.  Everyone got martini’s and they loved them.  I’m not that big a drinker so I had a hot green tea, which was good.  I wasn’t sure what brand of tea it was, but it was good.

It was my friend Sean’s birthday.  Stephen, Tyler, and Julie went with us to dinner at Wasabi.  We had a great time there.

Alrighty, time to go round up the troops!  Our friend Edward is on his way over.  I need to clean up a bit.