Archive for May 19th, 2008
Giving Space
by me on May.19, 2008, under Life, Uncategorized
I will give him space. It’s not up to me. If someone wants to be with me they need to show me that. For a while I wasn’t getting that feeling. You don’t say I’ll be home at 7 and we can cook dinner and then go out with a stranger that you’re boyfriend doesn’t know and get drunk without telling him.
I care deeply for him, but he needs to show ME that he wants this. It’s apparent that drugs and alcohol are winning at the moment. Oh well. We’ll see what happens. Right now I feel a bit empty so I’m going to make some friends and get out there because I didn’t do that while dating him.
I’ve realized that I can’t change someone or help them if they don’t want the help.
Well, I wasn’t feeling well so I took a sick day from work. It’s probably just emotional stress catching up with me. Thanks to the few friends that I have in the city for your support and kind words. Right now I’ll wallow in a little self pitty, but then I’ll get over it.
